Anonymous asked: I miss my brother, haha. I've been thinking about him a lot lately. I'm not sad, it's just, there's a little empty spot in the corner of my mind. I send him letters now. On the upside, my parents are starting to question the status of my social life. LOL. My mom's constantly asking if I'm okay being left alone. Of course, I'm used to it and it doesn't bother me. But they're letting me go to church lock-ins and trips now, which is cool. How are you? I'm hoping you're doing good with school! -N :)
That’s sweet. I wish people would send me letters. I would reply back too! College life is getting kinda lonely myself. I barely made new friends this semester. Some of my friends are kinda holding me back from making new friends. It seems like they want me to make friends only with Filipinos, which is okay, but I’m use to diversity. I haven’t been able to focus the past 2 weeks, I think. I’ve been thinking about what I really want to do with my life. I’ve been questioning my purpose, hoping the answer will come. And yeah, it’s always a year since I’ve been single. It’s almost the longest time I’ve been single since I started dating. I’m not use to it I guess. That life style of being wanted and wanting one person, and having an overwhelming amount of feeling for one person.
But everyone I know would just tell me these two things; “Just focus in school, don’t focus in school” and “Finish nursing, because you’ll have a stable life and provide things that dancing alone can’t do”.
That’s how things are for me right now :T
